I know......

The first cut is the deepest......


soooo true...


Thank you Sheryl Crow!

<3

There still are a few decent people in the world!

THANK GOODNESS FOR ME......wooohoooo.....

I just had my debit card returned to me by one of the volunteers that volunteers at the Cancer Center where I work, and well..... I didn't even know I had lost it, so thank heavens for amazing people in this world......

You know....I've had this sort of 'luck' if you will with several of my posessions....

When I lived in Utah I would go running up South Temple over to 800S and down to state street, around the Temple and back home, and sometimes I would take my phone and one morning I was running and I had my phone with me incase I got mugged at 6am(ha ha) and for the time! I got home reached in my pocket and my phone was GONE! AHHHHHHHHHHHHH I was freakin out, so I skipped my shower, and re-walked my running route to see if it had dropped, I got home and sure enough it was no where to be found... I was cursing everyone and their dog who was around that area for stealing a poor little Canadian Ladys phone....only to find out that a little girl had found it, took it home to her parents, and her parents went thru the contacts to call MY parents, who in turned gave them my apt number and told me I could come pick it up! THANK YOU, THANK YOU, THANK YOU.... I guess I should learn to not curse everyone AND their dogs, cause if it wasn't for this kids dog someone not so nice might have stole my phone!

AGAIN, in Salt Lake I would walk to the grocery store which was super close to my house, down a couple blocks, a huge hill and 3 corner turns later was the distance between my house and Albertsons. I would buy enough food for my little arms to carry which was enough for a week or so, I was stumbling home past the police station and my bags fell, I was embarassed, cause I thought some cute boy would have been watching me..... but I gathered my stuff and kept trekking home(this was a week before Christmas) I was to fly to Canada in 3 days and I was packing my stuff..... and my wallet was missing.... (with my passport, driver licence, pretty much anything I owned that would have idenified who I was)... I was freaking out..... an hour later I got a phone call from my PARENTS again....(they musta thought I was a retard) but they said I needed to go down to the Police Station by my house cause someone had returned my wallet with my driver licence, passport and all my other ID.... I get down there and they REQUIRED I show them a piece of ID to prove its mine......the little jerks wouldn't even open it up to check the drivers licence picture...then they did, and I got it back, I even got my money back, they never even took it.....I went on my merry little way...... THANK YOU!

I am grateful for those honest people in this world, without them I'm sure my identity would have been taken 24543643 times with how much I lose things. Here's a shout out to all you honest people who make my life easier by not stealing from me, and by making me not have to cancel my credit cards! YOU ROCK!

Now, I just need to learn how to be more careful with my belongings!

<3

The Crazy girl in Institute

You know how sometimes when you see a certain person raise their hand, you cringe, you get embarassed and sure hope there are no investigators/less actives in that particular setting....well I think I've become that person who when she raises her hand in institute they're worried about what might come out of my mouth.......nothing bad....just..... let me just recount the conversation...

Everyday at the beginning of the class we start out by saying our names then Brother Young has us say something about us.....

Week 1: My name is Lachele.......and (something about your mom) my mom is the bees'knees(WTF)....she really is...but did I have to say the bee's knees? what does that even mean?
Week 2: My name is Lachele......and (something that changed about you this week) my crush of the week has changed (FML) seriously! I don't even have a crush of the week... I just had nothing to say
Week3:(last night) My name is Lachele.......and (something good that happened to you this week) I was sick alot of the week so I re-read all of the twilight saga.....(werid stares from people, thinking only 13 year old girls do stuff like that )...........class continues...... Teacher asks.... if you could meet anyone in the WORLD who would it be...... *lachele pipes up* EDWARD CULLEN......everyone laughs..... do you really think I'm THHHHHAT obsessed with Eddie?

I can't find my 4th book so what do I do?? I go out and BUY it again.... just to start reading it at 9pm..... I allotted myself 1 hour before bed to be anti-social and read.....11:15 rolls around and it feels like I've been reading for 15 I'm 200 pages into the book.... and I had to pry it out of my hands so I could go to bed.......


<3 Edward Cullen<3

Lachele Cullen

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!

I love Twilight....New Moon.....Eclipse.....and the 4th one...I forget what it's called...ha ha!!! I've re-read the whole Twilight saga in 3 weeks.... I absolutely love it! I read it to and from work, and on my breaks at work. I've been dreaming about Edward lately, I get soooo lost in those books! I made fun of those books for the longest time ever.... Vampires and Wolves....Puuhhhhlease! Thats why I never got into Harry Potter or Lord of the Rings because it sounded stupid. But I aboslutely love Twilight, I watched the movie 4 times in theatre, and I watched it everyday for a week after it first came out! I <3 Twilight!

They're filming New Moon in Vancouver and I'm tempted to go there Edward stalking... Not even kidding..... Who wants to come?!?!?!

Blog-over

........well........ this is a little more appealing to the naked eye than the ugly black and purple I had since the begginning of time...... Once I learn how to put pictures up... my blog will be P I M P I N ha ha!.......


Here's a quick shout out to my friend Sarah, who's comments I just read.... I'm glad she checks up on me from time to time!

Slacker....alllll around!

soooooo I'm all talk, I say I'm in control of things but really I'm nothing but a big fat slacker! HA! There I said it..... I leave most of my calling up to those that I work with...( I use to just do everything myself and get stressed out/lose sleep over it...p.s apparently only losers get stressed about their calling....thanks cora! But since learning the art of D.E.L.I.G.A.T.I.O.N my life ROCKS! really it does! I leave everything up to my Enrichment Co-ordinator.... and tell her to delegate to the committee members and then let me know what she needs from me....(which is usually nothing, since she thinks I'm soooooooo busy...) MWHAHA! I <3 it! ahhh this is going to come back and bite me in the butt...but I will enjoy it while it lasts! Anyways heres' just a list of the things I've been slacking on as of late!

-My room.... it makes me sick to walk into it, it use to be dirty from dirty clothes on my floor, but now its dirty with clean clothes on my floor..... hmmm I guess I just hate putting them away so I just throw them all over.....(this will be getting cleaned friday)
-My journal writing.... I use to write in my journal almost on a daily basis, now I just update on my blog...so really....am I slacking? hmmmmm
-My boyfriend Gym.....this has been a tough thing for me.... I'm just getting really irritated with gym, and I needed my space, but I think I'm ready to commit again.... ONCE & FOR ALL!
-My passions/creating more interests and hobbies outside my old highschool ones... I think I live in the past too much...the only thing I ever say I like to do is play volleyball and basketball....hmmmm 5 years ago I said the same thing..... looks like someone needs to grow up! Things I really want to get into are photography, gardening(I'm not a grandma),and painting again. ALSO, I want to keeeeeeep working towards my racing/triathlon goals because who doesn't want to get H.O.T.T while doing something thats fun....nuff said!
- I want to start taking more pictures so that my blog isn't so boring, I was blogstalking again(real big surprise) and I came across this one girls blog that is super cute...super cute back ground, super cute pictures with EVERY post..... annnnnnnd shes super nice and doesn't always complain.....(I think thats a new goal for me).... Friday...or Monday my I will be getting a 'blogover'

Well my posts are always sooooo long, with nothing but ramblings... I guess I'm just here to say what everyone already knows..... My name is Lachele, and I'm a slacker...... I'll do better next week.....

P.S.... I'm the whiniest sick person I've ever met....SooooooOoooo sick right now, my head hurts, my body hurts, my throat KILLS...I've been living off gingerale since Sunday night, and I slept from 5-9:30, 10:30-6:30 last night..... I woke up long enough to go get more gingerale, annnnnd see my fave mandy pants for 10 minutes!


<3 ya!


OH YA.... If anyone knows how to "re-do" a computer I'm in desperate need of having everything on my computer wiped out and restarted, it's sooooooo slow and stupid that I don't even use it(hence the reason my blog isn't cute and there are NO pictures.) I can't find my camera cord to put them on the house computer..... THERES MY EXCUSE! HA!

Late Night Road Trips!

Summer is fun for so many reasons, but one of the main reasons is because its nice enough that you can just take a random road trip at midnight and not have to pack your whole room because its super cold! Saturday night my friends Mandi, Jordy, Shannon and Brett took a road trip out to Elbow Falls to go star gazing after we were harrassed by cops trying to find a spot overlooking the downtown....jerks thought we were up to no good! Ha, anyways we decided that star gazing in the City was no fun, and since most/all of us are from small towns we wanted to have that feel again! So I knew this GREAAAAT place only 15 minutes outside the city and so we started driving.....45 minutes later, 3 wrong turns we ended up at Maclean Creek which is NOT Elbow Falls, but it was still really nice.... who knew driving thru the mountains(or trees) would be soooo confusing when its pitch black! I have such fun friends, that just rolled with my ditsiness and had a blast, we laughed until 3am and then headed back into town.... I was SOOOOO tired! I taught Relief Society yesterday and I actually thought I was going to fall asleep at the front of the room! Go Lachele..... I'm not always the brightest chick on the block, but I sure do know how to have a wicked fun time! I just love my friends, and the funnness that randomness creates(that made sense to me!)

Anyways, instead of doing seperate posts, I'm going to confuse you and just update EVERYTHING right now, so most of you know that May 29th I was supose to head down to Provo Utah for the Salem Spring Tri, welllllllllllllll things didn't work out, and I didn't want to risk any chances of getting sick down there, so I'm not going.... UGH! all my hard work down the drain? NO WAY I'm doing another one in July.....which means I better ROCK it since I have so much extra time. Theres a triathlon in Taber on the 30th so I might just go down there and do that one instead.....close to home, and its free since it's just put on by my stake! We'll see....but mark my words, I will be doing atleast ONE triathlon this summer, along with a bunch of races I'm signed up for! WOOOHOOO.. I'm sad and I put off posting this because I was hoping that there was some sort of climmer of light that I'd be able to go, but it just wasn't in the cards, and its better to be safe rather than sorry right?!?!

Well I think tonight/this week will be my "getting back into the groove, and catching up on sleep " week... I've been neglecting alot of things lately, and it's time that I start getting back into my old rountine!


P.S! Yesterday Mandy and I made the BEEEEEEEEEEST dinner on the face of the earth, homemade lasanga, ceasar salad, apple crisp and yummy crossiants! We invited Brett and Jordy over for dinner and they pretty much think we're the bomb.com.....the beesknees..... anything that pretty much means we R.O.C.K!

Catch up with LaFonda!

Thats right, for most of you that know me, you'll know that I have a nickname in Calgs that origionated from Nick Holoboff(aka. waterbuffalo) ha ha! EVERYONE in Calgary calls me Lafonda, its pretty sweet actually...ha ha having a nickname that EVERYONE knows! Even some of the old Elders use to call me Lafonda....speaking of them, I haven't talked to Clay or Eric in a coons age... I should call those little turds!

Ok, so updating for me....everything in the last week.... I feel like I've been going non-stop! So last weekend was OUR(Canada) long weekend, and I thought it was this weekend, so I didn't make any plans and I was going to be a loser(this time last year I went to play with Chase in Rexburg) It was sweet...... so I went down to Taber to help my parents paint their house, and I got stuck edging and painting Roxy's dog house....lame! Then I went to Kinsey and Clarks wedding....P.S.. I LOVED IT! It was sooo stinkin' cute! I'm going to have lime green and black at mine too(don't worry kins, my wedding will be far enough away that no one will remember I copied you) ha ha! It was fun to see a bunch of people that I haven't seen in a while/people I wouldn't normally see when I go home! I got the chance to hang out with my parents two weekends in a ROW....woohoo ha ha... it's always funny when I go home, it's good tho!

I made it back in time for church Sunday, which was a good thing, because I had slacked a whole heck of alot the last few weeks cause I have been gone, and I needed to take care of somethings, so I was able to do that, and I got to hang out with a couple friends Sunday night, I had dinner with a Goobs,and Kyle which was fun, I tried to make Kyle watch HSM1/2 but he definately was NOT having it...ha ha! boys....... ha ha! Then I went to play with Mandy, Jordy and Brett.... we took Mandys friend on a tour of downtown Calgs, and we just played..it was fun! I didn't really realize how much I love this city, and the downtown, I've never really spent much time downtown, but can I just tell you I LOVE it! Stephens Ave is W.I.C.K.E.D!

Monday we went to Banff to have a BBQ....we brought Jordy along with 4 girls(and surprisingly enough, he still talks to us.....) ha ha! It was a roadtrip with nothing but boybands, laughing hysterically and speeding...(don't worry mom I wasn't driving) It's definately not Maylong without SNOW and COLD, and thats exactly what we got in banff, we had a BRIGHT idea to have a bbq across from Shannons apt....we got the food...we had no lighter or wood, and it was HELLA cold! :( Good thing for Jordy, he started the fire...whata good little boy scout, and he even cooked for us....and we're even still alive, so he couldn't have done much wrong! We like Jordy! He spoiled us that weekend paying for EVERYTHING....we tried to pay him back...but he wouldn't have it.... little does he know that he's going to get it good....(Sunday, with homemade dinner from Mand and I) mmmm we did some investigating and we are making alll his faves!

The rest of this week has been full of gym time, institute, and goofing off... last night Abby and I got the chance to go to a Minor league baseball game. Calgary Vipers/Long Beach Armadas... Abby knows a couple of the Long Beach boys so it was fun, we definately were NOT prepared whatsoever....we wore open toed shoes, no jackets and we are thinkers..ha ha.... Good thing for mom and dad.... they gave me a nice warm fleece blanket with my winter kit at christmas that I got out during the 6th inning...(I know we waited that long) Oh well tho! It was fun!!!

For the rest of the weekend, I'm not too sure what I all have planned other than a couple gym dates, I'm going to check out a new gym...it's 24 hours with a swimming pool and its massive, I might break up with spalady and start dating golds....we'll see... it's where Abby goes, so it would be fun!.... HEEEELLLLLL YEAH!


Well, thats my update for this week.... I swear I'm going to try and learn how to put pictures up.....my blog is soooo boring cause I haven't done anything with it.... humph! One day!


<3 P.E.A.C.E!

Gym Revelation......

3 Posts in one day.... I know I just hate posting 5 different things in one post, it makes me look sloppy..... now 3 posts in one day just make me look like I have alot of time on my hands...which is partially true ;)


Last night at the gym, I had some time to reflect on going back to school(cause at work some "mommas" as we love to call them in the dept) were asking the younger ones(22-23) year olds if we were planning on going back to school and what not and one person was under the impression that I wasn't going back because I already have two degrees, so why would I want 3.... WELL, because I love education and I want to learn! SOOOOO with that I still have my choices narrowed down to 3 different degrees and they're all in the same rhelm of work HEALTH CARE...... so I have some choices to make, but I don't need to make them right now, because I have my plan that I thought up of at the gym last night.... and I know you're all thinking... great another one of Lacheles amazing plans... ha ha! it's what I thought too but I feel good about it....so here it is... judge me all you want! By next summer I should have the last of my student loan paid off and I will really have no financial obligations other than my Jeep which is the best investment I've made thus far in my life(PS) ha ha so I am going to go sell security systems for APX Alarms next summer( I know I can't sell anything worth crap right?) WEEEELLLL this next year I'm going to learn everything I can about selling(I'm going to became Jaylene) and become a nerd, I will learn the product and learn to LOVE it, because then I will be able to sell more, and then I'm going to go and sell for the summer, in hopes of making some decent money which will be used to go back to school in either the fall, or the winter down in Utah, and I learned that all 3 of my degrees have most of the same general classes so I will start with that, and hopefully by the end of my first year I'll have an idea of what I want to do.....then the next summer, I'll just go sell again to put myself thru my next year of school. I've NEVER been able to go out and do something like this, and I think its something that I maybe need to do, I need to get out and go see different parts of the USA, Canada.... When I put my mind to something I can do it, and I know if I focus on selling, and school work I can become something AMAZING! Thats my plan as of yet.... OH, how I love gym revelations. I really need to go back to the gym more often so I can recieve these inspirations that are borderline C.R.A.Z.Y.... and half sane! :)




I know I had posting about 10 different things in 1 post, but I just have to give a shout out to SPUD and my lovely lady friend Ashley for getting Engaged last night. I'm excited to go down to Rexburg for the wedding at the begginning of September! WOOOHOOOO!! Now I just need to work on not being such a goober, so that maybe one day some boy will like me....haha!
<3 you guys!

Missionary Moment.

Yesterday at work I had a cool missionary moment.

I really don't like talking about religion at work for the simple fact that it creates alot of tension with people who don't believe in the same things, and who think I am trying to shove what I believe in their faces, and I really just don't like confontation. But with this weekend being the long weekend alot of people I work with are going camping, and along with camping and friends getting together alot of people drink. So I was asked about what I believe on the word of wisdom, and I was able to share a little bit of what I believe. It was awesome, and it was with someone I never thought would want to know what I believe. She commended me for living my life the way I feel to be true, and that I don't give in to peer pressure(it's really easy not to give into peer pressure when none of my peers do it either)


So thank you to ALLLL the wonderful Examples I have in my life!
Have an amazing May long Weekend!

Passionate.....apparently NOT

Ok, so this has been bugging me for a little while now, and I wanted to address it because it really got to me, and I know that I shouldn't let what people say about me/to me get to me, but it just really blows that some people are jealous of other peoples success and have to make themselves feel better by putting someone else down.

At work, I would with alot(a couple) really selfish women who think that they had the hardest life in the world, and that everyone owes them something. I was talking about going back to school, and about how I want to go back soon, but I'm still debating between 3 different majors and I won't go back until I decide for sure what I want to do, for the simple fact that I already have two degrees and I want this one to be my last one... Anyways, Alot of the women I work with fully support the (younger girls) in the dept to go back to school, and "Donna" thinks her life is sooo miserable and she thinks that I am not a passionate person, and that I am a spoiled little brat....because I have two degrees and because I have nice things that normally if someone saw a 23 year old having would assume she was spoiled.... She doesn't believe me when I tell her I've worked hard to get to where I am right now, and while I haven't had the same sort of challenges as she has, I've had some potentially major set backs in my life, and I came out fine! She thinks because I have a brand new jeep and next to no debt that I live from the account of mommy and daddy, which is NOT true at all( Although my parents have helped me out more than maybe they should have in the past, I am very independant person...most of the time) and while everything I have in my life...has been as a result of my parents and the way that I was raise but in no way shape or form came from them. I have two degrees because my parents helped me get thru school.... but I came out at the top of ALL of my classes because of my hard work and dedication, I have virtually no "bad" debt because my parents taught me the value of a dollar and how to work for my money(doesn't mean I don't get into money troubles now and again when my 23 year old girl mind goes into over time) I have had a "couple" brand new vehicles and ALL of them I have bought myself. I have paid for every single jeep payment, my parents help me out with different things, but I always pay them back( I have a bit more lieniant payment schedule with them, rather than the bank....which I am SOOOO grateful for) but I've done alot of this myself. SOOOOOOOOOOOOO Donna... I am not a spoiled little brat, who tries to rub in your face that I want to go back to school and get out of a place that makes me unhappy.....

annnnd to the passionate part, it's not my fault that I change and grow up and have different interests, I would still be practicing massage therapy if it wasn't for a car accident that I got into, I'm thank for the accident and the lessons I've learned from it, and I'm thankful for the knowledge I've gained as a result in going to school, I'm thankful for my current degree that I use right now, and I'm thankful for the place it has put me in, in my life, and the people/life experiences that I've had as a result, but do I want to be in this position forever......in the words of Amanda Smith HEEEEELLLLLL NO! Thats all there is to it, I don't LOVE what I do... I like it, but I don't love it, and I will continue to go to school and get all the education that I can, until I've either A.) Have every degree in the world or B.) Until I find something I love! I am passionate about alot of things, I might not always have an "opinion" on alot of "worldly" sujbects that might make me look like I'm brain dead, but I know what is going on in the world, and I am passionate about alot of things

-- My family, I love my family and I wouldn't be where I am today without the help,love and support I have recieved from everyone in my family.
-- The Gospel, and the joy that it has brought in my life, and the things I've learned/know because of it.
--Friends, I have some of the greatest friends ever, I know I always say I'm a hermit, but I'm not, I love my friends and they love me.
-- I'm passionate about learning(hence the always going back to school and wanting to learn more)
--Learning new things/hobbies. Recently I've taken up triathlon training(it's been tough lately, but it's been fun.) I really want to take up photography and I want to paint again.

-- Having fun and making good memories. I don't want to regret anything in my life, I want to look back on my life and LOVE it. I want to know that I did all I could with the chances I was given, and while I've got a few regrets from the past...don't we all? I want to become a better person because of it.

Those are just some of the things I am passionate about, and I know that I've been blessed to be in the circumstances that I am in, and it could always be better, or worse and I beleive that some people just don't take the chances to get out of their ruts, and they wake up and they're 36 years old at a dead end job living pay check to pay check. I have bigger plans for my life, and I'm sorry if people think that I am a spoiled, or feel like I rub it in their faces. But if someone asks me what my plans are for the future I'm going to tell them.


So sorry Donna, I'm not trying to be a spoiled brat.... I just want to be better than I was yesterday!

Happy Mothers Day

Well.... I remembered Mother's Day this year!! woohoo ha ha... I got to go down to Taber and hang out with my momma, and my dad for the weekend and it was pretty fun. I left early saturday morning to get the new rims and tires put on my jeep... and they look hott I might add! I love my jeep!

We hung out, cleaned my car :) then we went up to Lethbridge and did a little shopping, had a little dinner and hung out... it's always pretty funny when I'm with my family it's funny to try and see who the first one is to embarass my mom... either me my dad or my younger sister Kayla.... I'm not exactly sure who won the prize on that one, but my mom is such a trooper for putting up with us! Here's just a quick shout out to my mom... She's the best.... we always have fun, we haven't always seen eye to eye(but who does always see eye to eye with your mom and you're a girl) But now that I'm gone I usually talk to her everyday and it's always fun. I'm thankful for all the sacrifices that she has made for me over the last 23 years.... and the ones she will continue to make for the next 23 years! I can't thank her( and my dad) enough for all the things they've done for me!


Thanks Mom... I love you, and Happy Mothers Day to all the other Mothers out there..


" Women Are NOT second class citizens in the world, they're 50% of the population and the mothers to the other 50%" - President Hinckley

My teeth are falling out.........

Ok, so not really, but last night I had a dream that my teeth were falling out while I was with a friend, and they just fell out into my hand, he didn't even notice.... and I was freakin out... I looked like a real piece of work.... I woke up this morning freaking out, and spent part of my break reading about what these dreams meant, and here are some of the things that this type of dream can mean.

- I have some sort of anxiety
-I feel like I am not incontrol of my life anymore
-I have very troubling relationships with those around me
-I am in danger

And..... these are all true!! for very real reasons.... I have anxiety because last night at 1 am WE WERE RATTED OUT!!!! ahhhhhh haha the boys called us and said they knew it was us and that we better watch our backs, Travis was freaking out and he kept saying "game on, games on Lachele, do you know what that means" hahaaha so he's telling us he's going to get us back, but hes going to screw up, and we've already started prank 2 on him.... ha ha! When he messes with fire hes going to get burned.... I however will start parking in the garage because I don't want to come out of my house one morning before work and see all of my tires missing off my jeep ha ha....

I'm not really incontrol of my life right at this moment, so many things are going on that I have no control over, and it's starting to make me sick...its nothing major, just a few little things I was.... I've become soooo unmotivated lately, I need to pick myself back up and get training again... I don't think I'm going to Utah in May for my tri, for this very reason....(I'll post about this later, its worth its own post)

The troubling relationship thing only relates to the apx boys....because now they're out to get Mandy and I..... and hopefully Abby..... ha ha! I'm not going down for this alone... ha ha....

And, I very well could be in Danger if all these boys gang up on us!


Thats whats been going on with me lately.... My teeth are falling out! :(

I'm soooo funny!!!!

Ok, so I can pretty much garuntee that my secret is safe here, because I don't think many people actually check this anyways..... buuuuuuuut I think Amanda and I started a WAAAAAAAAR hahaha.. holy cow! So much fun, this post is going to be alll over the places for the simple fact that I have tons of random updating I can do....

Anyways, back to WW3...pretty sure thats what this is going to be! So anyways, our good selling crew that we just became friends with.... we thought we'd have a little fun with them, so we got creative, went to the dollar store...bought a few things and went and 'd.e.c.o.r.a.t.e.d' their car :) HAHA! I really need to learn how to put pictures up on here... because they're seriously sooo funny.... We were accused (natrually) and I got us out of it.... I don't know how, but somehow I convinced them it was their rival office in Calgs and they're planning an ambush on them tomorrow, and when they go to prank the unsuspecting Liberty boys we will STRIKE again....mwhahahahahahahahahahahahaha! We are sooooooo F.U.N.N.Y! We also, borrowed a few items from their room....nothing to major, just a permanent residency card, a cord for some electronic gizmo and a digital camera... we're holding it hostage... When and if they find out it's us....we're DEAD meat...these boys are cleaver(yet I looked them dead in the eyes and said I had nothing to do with it) It kind of freaks me out how good of a liar I am.... :) Anyways stay tuned for the next installment of the BEST thing ever!!!


I'm going home this weekend, and one reason I go home is so my mom can feed me, but its mothers day this weekend, so I think those motherly duties I ususally request of her are off limits this weekend....which makes me want to not go....hahaaha! That would be mean huh? I gueeeeeessssssss I can still go...ha ha! I'm sure it will be a party either way!


I am soooooooooooo tired every night since thursday has been a late night.... last night I was all kicks and giggles, joking around one minute, then the next minute I was rubbing my eyes, quiet and irritated at EVERYONE in sight...ha ha I warned them about that... I become completely shut off when I get tired... Last night was interesting, it was pretty hard keeping up that lie, now I need to remember what I lied about so that they can't come back and bite us in the butt.... we're hoping to carry this on for a few weeks...then I'm sure we'll get a payback... and thats when I'll start parking my jeep in the garage! Drude is pretty good with cars and I'm nervous I'm going to leave for work and have no tires cause he stole them all in the middle of the night!


One more thing thats really starting to get on my nerves.... is my U.N.M.O.T.I.V.A.T.I.O.N.... I am soooo not motivated at all right now to go to the gym, to do anything, I sit on my butt, watching tv and being a buttface.... I eat soooooo much and I feel like I'm gaining weight.... UGH! ha ha looks like I need to hurry and get my butt motivated. I have the time since my friends don't get home from work til 930.....


Well thats enough for updating now... it's been a long day, I'm going to get gas after work, I'm going to get some groceries, going home to make some dinner, then I'm heading to the gym.... I'll be home around 9 just in time for my FAVE show the biggest loser then I'll probably just go to bed, I need to get to bed before tomorrow tonight! I need some sleep!

Updating......

Soooo two posts in one day huh??
I just didn't think it would have been appropriate if I added what I am about to add to the end of that last post, so you get two today!

This last week has been really nice outside and so I am hopeful that spring is here to stay and I will NOT be seeing anymore snow...DID YOU HEAR THAT MOTHER NATURE!!! nooooooooo more snoooooooooooooooow! This week has been very different for me... I've made some new friends, and became better friends with those that I knew before! I think this being social thing is alot more fun than being a hermit ha ha... the last couple weekends its been a blast, every summer a buttload of people move into my ward because they're here for the summer selling security systems.... and the case with this years crew is they're all AWESOOME!!!!!!! One thing that I love about my new friends is that they work til like 8-9pm every night which means that I can/will still go to the gym and not feel like I'm missing out on a whole lot, cause I'll be showered and ready to play by the time they get off work, although they like to play til 3am and I can't do that, we're making some compromises! Here's some of the things that we're up too so far....

having bbq's
going to bon fires
making sweet traditions(dennys at midnight on sundays...I'm still not sure how I feel about that TODAY) but its really fun at the time...
playing 20 questions and everyone trying to embarass me(doesn't work too easily)
and just laughing sooooooooo hard!
One of them looks just like Harrison, so he's my fave, cause I just miss that Harry boy alot! I'm excited for him to come home in AUGUST!!!!

I love all of my old friends, and all my new friends! I'm excited for this summer and all the fun things we are going to do!


I'm going home this weekend for mothers day, and I'm getting my new rims/tires put on my jeep and I'm steam cleaning the seats too... is it werid that this makes me wicked excited? Cause it does, and I am! I love my new jeep! I promise I am going to figure out how to put pictures up here, and start posting pictures because blogs are boring without them! So bear with me! I should totally just ask someone how to do it.... that might work....then I'll have to start taking more pictures... thats going to be the hardest part of ALL!


Well thats my little update for the week, I'll probably post more as my life gets more interesting...

Bad Remember'er

So I meant to do this post last week but I never got the chance because alot of stuff was going on, but...better late than never right?? Well thats what I think, and since its my blog, we're just going to pretend its April 27th again...kapeesh!


April 27th, 1999 my Grandma passed away, and she was someone very dear to my heart. and I miss her still... I was only 13 when she died, so she missed out on soooo many things in my life, she missed out on all my young womens awards, my highschool grad, all of my highschool basketball games, moving out on my own, buying my first car, and a lot of other things I really wish that she could have been there for growing up. Everytime I go to Taber, I always drive out to the cemetary and visit with grandma for a little bit, and fill her in on my life! She was seriously the best grandma EVER, and I know that everyone says that about their grandma... and over the last few days I was thinking of things that I use to do with her, and things I remember about her...I never want to forget those things and so here are some of the things I remember about her!

-- during the summers on her day off I would ride my bike over to her house and we would pick tulips at my great aunts house, because they just grow like CRAZY during the spring and summer, and we would make bouquets of them and I'd take them home to my mom. I had a dream about tulips the other day, and then that following day I was at an activity where there were tulips as center pieces and it just made me smile, and made me think of her. Everytime I see tulips I feel like its her way of telling me she loves me!

-- whenever I'd go over to her house we would always go to Taco time and I would get the nacho platter with meat cheese and sour cream, and my grandma would get the taco salad with ranch dressing then we'd go to DQ and get a litre of soft serve and I'd fill my face! ha ha

-- Grandma would always let me steer her car when we were driving, I always had her convinced to let me actually sit in the driver seat but then she became a chicken..ha ha I always use to looooove steering her car cause I thought I was soooooooooooooo cool!

-- after school we would go to the hospital and visit grandma at work and I would always go straight for the sucker drawer at the hospital, then I'd get a cup of water and and dip my sucker in the water and make juice :) ha ha I was a cute kid

-- she would always stick her finger up my nose hahahaha... if you knew my grandma, it's totally something she would do.. ha ha!!! annnnnd she would always make me blow my nose even when I didn't have to....

-- she taught me how to knit and how to crochet


-- she always gave me awesome christmas presents and a buttload of money so that I would save it(but never did) and she always wrote me the awesomest(sp) cards ever!


Well those are just some of the things that I remember about my grandma! She was amazing. I love her, and miss her all the time! I hope I can grow up and be as cool as she was!