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You know those posts where before you start you don't know if you want to post it. Those posts where you wonder why you're even started writing in the first place.

I've found over the years I've needed to vent by writing. I have probably over 100 posts that I haven't published for the simple fact that the minute I finished writing I've felt better. Hopefully, now will be one of those times too. If not. This will get published.

I got some really good advice this morning. It kind of made the whole situation I'm going thru a little bit better.

My roommate told me today to look at it this way. There are tons of amazing guys that I am not attracted to, that I am not interested in, just because I don't like him doesn't make him less amazing.. She told me to look at things from that point of view. Just because 'he' thought [thinks] I'm amazing but choose someone else doesn't make me any less amazing.

I needed that little gem of advice today.