Thursday, May 19, 2011

defeated.. exactly how I feel right now.

I'm tired, I'm sweaty, and I'm wet from the rain.

Remember how mom told me to get an umbrella? We she forgot to remind me to get a good one that would withstand the strong Alberta winds. It didn't really do me much good. And. It. Poured. So hard.

Then I had a gym date. I don't know if it's just the weather or if I'm doing a little too much but I couldn't run today. I tried. Several times. The longest I lasted was 24 seconds.

Quite the opposite of Tuesdays workout. I ran a 10 minute mile. I left Tuesdays training with TrainerBoy happy with my progression. I was proud. I was a rockstar.

Then today I seriously whined so much. Sorry Brett. But I did. I had to do real squats today, with a real bar. I complained. But. I'm going to start doing them everyday until I stop complaining. That's my new rule. If I complain about something when I'm training I have to do it on my own until I start to love it. If this is the case. I should have a rad body in a few weeks.

I left the gym tonight feeling defeated, deflated, and my ego was bruised big time. I was having trouble with the timed 1 legged bosu ball exercise. Tuesday I was holding it for 1 minute each leg. That really frustrated me. TrainerBoy was telling me I get this look on my face when I'm pissed at myself. Yah. I had that look for over 45 minutes tonight.

I've seen myself come so far in such a short amount of time. I know that these things of frustration and defeat from this week-will be easy in a few weeks.

So why stress then Lachele?

Hm... good question. It's what I do. I was telling TB that I am worst case senario girl, mixed in with a little drama mama right now.

UGH. I'm going to bed.



Bosu Ball Exercises said...

so next time listen to your mom... lol

check pr said...

wow! nice article. so do you listen to her now?