First things First.

A. I am sitting here... on my bedroom floor with velcro curlers in my hair.

Where have these been for the last 25 years? and why am I just finding out about them now? They give me the super cute curls that curling irons and hot rollers can not. Straight up Real Housewives of [take your pick] <---- all of them I love.. I know guilty pleasure.

B. I weighed myself last night. It sucked. I didn't want to do it, but it needed to be done. I was weighed day of Surgery. I was happy with the weight [not happy enough to stay there tho]...8 weeks later....I've been working out for 3 weeks and I was soooo confident I lost atleast 8-10lbs.

Hell.to.the.NO.

ZERO change.

Are you bloody well joking me. I thought there was something wrong with the scale. So this morning I weighed in again. (morning weigh in's are always kinder on the ego) I was hopeful.

ZERO change.

If you're close to me. You've heard my rants. Heard my theories. I've been eating SO clean, working out so much. So hard. And nothing? Well that's super motivating. So this weekend it's back to the drawing board. I'm going to revamp my cardio/weights as well as my eating.

Then Monday. I will hit it. hardcore. done and done.

I was super upset yesterday, kind of upset today...a little upset still. However, I've feeling inches drop, I'm stronger. I can feel it. TrainerBoy is pushing me. I threw up tonight. Planks..for minutes on end. Tricep dips....123453453453 of them.

I'm achy. I'm so sore. I fell asleep in the shower. But I'm happy.

It took me a couple minutes(36 hours) to realize that weight is only part of the composition. Everyone is telling me I look leaner, My clothes are fitting differently, and I feel better.

So I must be doing something right.

C. I love all this royal wedding business. I can't wait to get married. Really. I can't. The huge white dress, the pretty flowers, the Temple, My family. The most amazing boy ever. And. What girl doesn't dream of being a princess? Umm. I did. I do. I love it. Too bad Prince Harry is a ginger(no offense ging's) I love Kate. She's classy, she's educated, and she's gorgeous.

However, I don't love it enough to wake up at 3am to watch it. I'll watch the special in NBC at 9pm tomorrow night. That's more around my 'business hour'
eeeeks. I love. love. :)

D. I'm chillin with Ruthie all weekend. We've got big plans. So I'm hoping Calgary co operates and doesn't snow the 10cm it's calling for. Oh ya. I wore shorts to work earlier this week...with no coat. Now it's suppose to snow. FML.

E. I almost fell asleep in the shower, so I'm not too sure why I'm still up. Oh ya, my velcro rollers. woohoo. Time to take those bad boys out.

Then tomorrow. I add a couple in the top before work. And my hair is good.as.new.

L.