I decided last night that I need to stop talking to/hanging out with a friend. It literally LITERALLY breaks my heart to have to do this. I know that for RIGHT NOW it's for the best. It kills. Why are the best things for us, some of the hardest things to do. Like when you're little eating veggies, and yucky food that's GOOD for you, that will help make you big and strong. But it's like torture. UGH.
This has been the longest day A.L.R.E.A.D.Y. I'm sad. This person is one of the best people I know. "they" make me feel so much better when I'm having a rough day. Tough love is all this person knows. "they" are soooo fun, and I have the best time when I'm texting/chillin'/talking to this person.
I know you're all probably asking WHY, if this person is sooooo amazing(which "they" are) and I hope that soon I'll be able to hang out with them again. BUT. They associate very closely with an individual that is not good for me. I need to get far away from that person, and this is the only way I know how to do it.
I have yet to tell my friend that I can't hang out/text/talk anymore. Do I just start ignoring calls/texts. Or do I buckup and lay it out, tell them why. It sucks cause I know this person didn't do anything to deserve it. I'm just werid. UGH. So many random/funny things would happen that ONLY this person would think were funny. I think this is one of the reasons I've been so down lately. I've known for a while I have to do this. Errr.. and now I'm doing it.
I'm headed to the gym tonight... hopefully that will lift my spirits.