Tuesday, January 12, 2010

Do what's best for myself.

I decided last night that I need to stop talking to/hanging out with a friend. It literally LITERALLY breaks my heart to have to do this. I know that for RIGHT NOW it's for the best. It kills. Why are the best things for us, some of the hardest things to do. Like when you're little eating veggies, and yucky food that's GOOD for you, that will help make you big and strong. But it's like torture. UGH.

This has been the longest day A.L.R.E.A.D.Y. I'm sad. This person is one of the best people I know. "they" make me feel so much better when I'm having a rough day. Tough love is all this person knows. "they" are soooo fun, and I have the best time when I'm texting/chillin'/talking to this person.

I know you're all probably asking WHY, if this person is sooooo amazing(which "they" are) and I hope that soon I'll be able to hang out with them again. BUT. They associate very closely with an individual that is not good for me. I need to get far away from that person, and this is the only way I know how to do it.

I have yet to tell my friend that I can't hang out/text/talk anymore. Do I just start ignoring calls/texts. Or do I buckup and lay it out, tell them why. It sucks cause I know this person didn't do anything to deserve it. I'm just werid. UGH. So many random/funny things would happen that ONLY this person would think were funny. I think this is one of the reasons I've been so down lately. I've known for a while I have to do this. Errr.. and now I'm doing it.

I'm headed to the gym tonight... hopefully that will lift my spirits.


<3

7 comments:

Sarah C said...

Is this the person we were talking about on the phone the other day. If so, you need to lay it out. Otherwise I don't think "they" will get it and stop. Then there might be a nasty blow out about why you suddenly started ignorning the calls.

Lachele said...

Ummm... sort of. A relative is the person I need to start ignoring. Does this make sense...if not text me haha and I'll clear the air. :)

Diva's Drama said...

I think you should tell the person why....

Lachele said...

Ugh, I didn't talk to him all day yesterday. He deleted an album of us off fb too (I think someone else might have told him too) but still...there's only one picture of us up and there use to be 62!

Should I be offended that he hasn't called/texted me in a day and a half? haha... errrr...

This will be very short lived I'm sure. I'm just going thru a bratty phase where I just want to be a butt.

Diva's Drama said...

Oh man sounds intense.... I've decided I have to break it off with Chip and I'm sure it's going to be horrid.... Ug.

Maybe you should try to talk to him and explain why....

Also I'm sending you an email. We must do the package thing.... Ha ha.

Lachele said...

Yah, I caved! We talked today! I have no beef with this person. It's a friend/relative of his that I'm having issues with!

Yay!! Email away! I'm excited we for sure need to do the package thing:) I'm excited. Email me with the deets tomorrow!


Night!

Anonymous said...

nice post. thanks.