This may or may not come as a complete shock. BUT, I am slightly emotional.
I need validation from other people. Or else I don't feel like I measure up.
When you mix those two things together you get one big mess. AKA-my afternoon.
When I don't get that validation, I get pretty down on myself. This happened earlier today. A situation that didn't really have to be taken the way it was(which wasn't good) was taken poorly...on my part. Sometimes I just need to take a few steps back and realize that not everyone is out to get me. I also need to realize that I don't need other people telling me how awesome/amazing I am(I'm not digging for compliments right now. I promise) for me to know how wicked I am.
This week I'm going to stop reading between the lines,and unless someone tells me straight up that I'm horrible and that they don't want to be with me... I'll just leave it that everyone isn't perfect and they probably didn't mean what they did or said. I'm going to try and do better.
I give this until tomorrow night at 8pm before I start getting down on myself because people don't always worship me. I'm fine the way I am, just because I'm not getting constant praise doesn't mean they don't think I'm awesome, or fun.
Out of the 5 languages of love, I think you can totally tell which one I fall under.
Part of this stemmed from someone telling me I was boring at 3am, because I was tired and I wasn't hyper or fun. I am fun dang it, but maybe just not at 3am.